Fs¶ Xs¶ F\n¡v a\knemIp¶nÃ. H«pamhnsâbpw aqhmsâbpw ssXIÄ I®nÂs¸«t¸mÄ CSXpssI aqhms\ hmcnsbSp¯p. s\Ãv hfÀ¶v ]mÂ]mIamhpt¼mÄ ]d¶Wbp¶ sh«pInfnsbt]mse am§ IpeIp¯n InS¡p¶ amhnte¡v ssIbpsS Ipg sXäp¶hsc Fdnªp. A½bnÃm¯ hoSpIfn \n¶pw shfns¨s®bpw apfIpw D¸pw I«v FSp¯p BcpsSbpw ZrjvSnbn s]Sms¯bncn¡phm³ NpÅn¡m«nte ASp¡fbn \n¶pw sXm«v \¡nb N½´nbpsS kzmZv \mhn shÅaqdp¶p. CSXpssI aqhm\nte¡pw heXpssI H«pamhnte¡pw aÕcn¨t¸mÄ hnNmc§sf hnImc§fm¡n amäm³ anSp¡³amcmb skbnÂkvam³ Fsâ ho¡\kn Ibdn]nSn¨p.
CXmsW¦n H¶v,cv amk¯n\Iw Imbv¡pw CSXpssIbnencn¡p¶Xv kabsaSp¯mepw cpNntbdpw AXÃm \½fv F´n\m kabhpw cpNnbpw t\m¡pt¶ ]q¨ Fensb ]nSn¨m t]msc ]q¨ Nph¶Xv Xs¶ thWsa¶v F´m C{X \nÀ_Ôw Aà e£yw amÀ¤s¯ km[qIcn¡pw. FÃm Ck§fpsSbpw e£yw a\pjy D¶XnbmWtÃm. At¸m XoÀ¨bmbpw kmdn\v cpw hm§mw Ahsâ hmNI¯nse ck¯n aXnad¶t¸mÄ Ah³ Fsâ tXmfn Ibdn B ss[cy¯n Ah³ sRmSnbnSsImv cpw t]mfo¯n³ ]mbv¡nem¡n ssIbn sh¨p X¶p. A¨mdnsâbpw am§N½¯nbpsSbpw sImXnbn aXnad¶v t]mIpt¼mÄ FXnsc h¶ kPnsb I®nÂs¸«nÃ.
kJmsh CXv F´v t]mIm. sR«n Xncnªp t\m¡pt¼mÄ tNmZyichpambn kPn.
kmdnsâ IpSnbnse am§ Ime¯nte¡v t]mbt¸mÄ................
\nsâ {`m´v C\nbpw XoÀ¶ntÃ. cPnbpsS IÃymW¯nsâ Imcyw....
Fs¶ \n\¡v icn¡pw AdnbmtÃm. H¶v I®n ]Xnªm XoÀ¶p. ]ns¶ AXnsâ ]n¶mse ]mbpw.
AXv Xs¶bm \nsâ sabn³ {]iv\w. \nsâ e£y¯nte¡v am{Xw t]mIp. thsd CShgnIfneqsSbpÅ k©mcw \ndp¯p. FÃmw IqSn Xebnteän \S¶hsâ KXn \mw I¯tÃ. {Xo¼nÄ Fw.F F¶v ]dªn«v F´m. tdm«neqsS {`m´\mbn HmfnbnSp¶Xv \o IXtÃ. PohnXsa¶v ]dbp¶Xv \oÀIpanfbpsS BbptÊbpÅp. ]ns¶ \mS³ kZybm Hcp]mSv ]Wn ImWpw. \o thKw \«n«p hm.
Hm Rm³ B Imcyw ad¶p. tZ hcWp. ]dª kabw sImv Ipgn Ip¯n cv amhpw ]Snªmsd AXncn \«v sStI¶v ssI IgpIn ]pd¯v NmSn kPnbpsS H¸sa¯n.
FSm Cs¶¦nepw {]iv\apmImsXbncp¶m aXnbmbncp¶p.
F´v {]iv\w?
shÅwIpSn¡mÀ..... C¨ncv AI¯v sN¶m FÃmhcpw t]meokm.
\obpw tamianà XpS§nb ]ns¶ hotgt.
C¶v Xet]mbmepw ASn¡nà icnbmInà a\Êv A\phZn¡p¶nÃ. Rm³ NXnbn hogmsX \o t\m¡Ww. Ahcv hnfn¡pt¼mÄ \o kná X¶v X¸n¡Ww. B F¯nbtÃm ]´ente¡v.
tX§ ]ngnbp¶hcpsS BchamWv R§sf hcthäXv. henb sN¼cpfnbpsS ASnbn Ncn« sh¨v CfImsX Dd¸n¨v s^bvkv Sp s^bvkv \n¶v HcmÄ Dcpfnbnse Nnchnb tX§ ]ngnbm³ ]mI¯n\v DSbv¡pt¼mÄ FXnÀ hi¯v \n¡p¶h³ ]m{Xw A\§msX ]nSn¨v sImSp¡pw.s\©v hncn¨v \S¡p¶ hnÃyw BWv Hcä¯v adphi¯v ImÀhÀ®\mb tPmkpw \à A²zm\¯n\v DuÀÖw ]Icphm³ sPKn \nd¨ sXfnabpÅ hmäv Nmcmbw AhÀ¡v \¡p¶pv. Ifnbm¡emWv apJy hnt\mZw. Bsc In«nbmepw sIm¶v sIme hnfn¡pw. R§Ä ]´ente¡v Imev FSp¯v sh¨Xv tPmkv Ip.
I¯n¨m I¯W km[\m H¶v hnt«m. B Iq«¯nsâ apgph³ I®v R§fnte¡mbn.
FSm kmdvamcv F¯n Cebnt«m. Ifnbm¡ensâ DZvLmS\w XpS§nbXv cLphmWv.
B shÅImc³ F¯nbtÃm. F´mbn \nsâ BtLmjw? Atacn¡bpsS hnPbmtLmjamWv ImcWw.
FhnsS Ignbm³ CXv km¼nfse. HdnPn\ shSnsI«v XpS§m³ t]mhpIbtà shÅImcv. C´yImcpw t]Sn¡Ww.
hÃy anSp¡mbn Hcp¯s\ h«w IqSn XÃp¶Xv BW¯aÃ. X´¡v ]nd¶hcmsW¦n t\À¡v t\À \n¶v t\m¡Ww AXm A´Êv.
t\À¡v t\sc t\m¡pt¼mÄ temI t]meokv F¶v A[nt£]n¡mwatÃm. AXn\v shÅImcv ]e X{´hpw ]bäpw AXv AhcpsS anSp¡v.
Cu anSp¡v Iyq¼bpsS ASp¯v HmSnbnÃtÃm. AXv t]ms« Iyq¼sb B{Ian¨t¸mÄ kJmhv BcpsS ]£¯mbncp¶p. H«pw kabw IfbmsX sImpXp adp]Sn.
\nsâ At½sS ]£¯v. tPmkv \m¡v ISn¨v NmSnsbgpt¶äv Ccp¶ Itkc hens¨dnªp. kPn Ibdn h«w \n¶p. F¶n«pw tPmknsâ Ien¸v XoÀ¶nÃ. Ah³ sN¯ sIm¯p¶ ]qh³ tImgnsb t]mse Ahsâ ]n¶mse sN¶p Hcp IW¡n\v IÃymW sNdp¡sâ A¸\pw A½bpw h¶v Imev ]nSn¨p. F¶n«pw Iq«w A\§msX \n¶p. AässI¡v Iq«sX ]ncn¨p hnSphm³ thn emkÀ shSn s]m«n¨p. B Pe]oc¦nbpsS _e¯n FÃmhcpw Iq«ambn {Kunte¡v FSp¯Sn¨v ]´nsâ ]n¶mse ]mªp. Häs¸Spt¼mÄ GIB{ibsa¶v [cn¨h³ t]mepw hgn ]ncnªt¸mÄ ]n¶sX Iq«v Duln¡matÃm t\sc hn«v t]mbn HäbnS¡v Hcp sh«v ¥mkv AI¯m¡n. IpSn¡phm³ Ffp¸amWv. AXnsâ sNmc¡v Ifbphm³ Imdn Xp¸nbn«pw c£bnÃ. Hcp ]pI¡v In«nbncps¶¦n Ipfn¡msX ]Ãv tX¡msX hen¨v am{Xw Pohn¡p¶p ]t{Xmknsâ Npn \n¶pw _oUn X«n]dn¨v hm§n hen¨p Iv \n¶ ImÀt¶m·mcv aq¡¯v hnc sh¨p. B apdn _oUn hen¨p Ignªt¸mtg¡pw \à sehembn ]ns¶ H¶pw t\m¡nbnÃ. a\Êv hen¡nb Xocpam\§Ä
Imän ]d¯n sImv anSpanSp¶p. cv aq¶v ¥mÊv tIän. ]ns¶ t_m[w t]mIpt¼mtg¡v ssIbn In«nb ]IÀ¶v IpSn¨ Ip¸n Xs¶ Xdbn XÃn. B H¨bn ]´nse ]m«v \n¶pw {Kunse Ifnbpw \n¶p. IÃymW sNdp¡³ cPn HmSnh¶v
\o F´v ]Wnbm ImWnt¨. CXv km[m\w thsdbm. Rm³ X«n Ibdn sImv Ahs\ shÃphnfn¨p.
FSm Rm³ Bcm. Fs¶ a\Ênem¡nbhÀ F{Xt]À Dv? F´m Fsâ ]cn¸mSnsb¶v \n\¡v ]dbmtam?
\o \ndp¯v Hmlcnbn I¼w Ibdn AXv ]nSn¨S¡msa¶v ]dªv Ipd¨v t]mbn. ]ns¶ ImWp¶Xv kn\nabpsS ]pdsIbmWv. AXpw Ipd¨v Ignªt¸mÄ AXn \n¶pw FSp¯p
NmSnbXv ]T\¯nse¡mWv. AXpw apgphn¨nÃ. Fs´¦nepw \o sN¿Xv XoÀ¯n«ptm. AXn\v D¯cw X¶m \½p¡v apt¶m«v t]mImw.
CXv tImSoizc\m apt¶m«v t]mIphm³. F´v sN¿\m Ccp¶ Fgpt¶Â¡p¶Xn\v ap³]v hepXImWw AXn\v thnbpÅ ]m¨nensâ CSbv¡v ]eXpw sN¿vXv t\m¡n. \n¡s¸mdpXnbnÃmsXbmIpt¼mÄ Bcpw sN¿p¶tX Rm\pw sN¿tXmÅp. Bscbpw ]än¡m³ t]mbnÃtÃm.
\o a\Ênemt¡Xv Hcp acw \«m At¸m Xs¶ ^ew In«Wsa¶ thmXo\w \½¡v X¶Xv ]gb aebmf kn\nabmWv. ]m«v ko\n³ XpS§pt¼mÄ sNdnb Ip«nbmbncp¶hÄ ]m«v Ignbpt¼mtg¡pw hepXmbncn¡pw. B No¯ tIm¸n Dt]£n¡v. F¶n«v \o bYmÀ°y¯nte¡v hm. a\pjysâ ASnØm\ Bhiysa¶v ]dbp¶Xv hni¸mWv. AXv amäphm³ thnbmWv FÃm ]WnbpsSbpw Xz¯w AXv \o a\knem¡phm³ t\m¡v. F´pw Ccp¶nS¯v \n¶v Fgpt¶Â¡p¶ t]mse hfÀ¶m AXn\v BbpkpmhpIbnÃ. kz`mhnIambn hfÀ¶mse \ne\nÂIp AXv \o a\knem¡Ww.
\o ]dbp¶Xv Rm³ AwKoIcn¡p¶p. ]t£ \½psS tPm¬k¬ F§\bm c£s¸«Xv. Fsâ _m¨nepÅhÀ apgph³ c£s¸«p. Rm³ am{Xw...........
FÃmw icnbmIpw.
FSm Rm³ F´p sN¿\m. C§s\sbms¡ Bbnt]mbn. ]ns¶ Iyq_bnepw ssN\bnepw I½yqWnkw Xs¶ AtÃ?
Cu hI F\n¡v Xncnbm¯ tNmZyw tNmZn¡tÃ. F\n¡v AXn\pÅ hnhcanÃ.
CXmWv {]iv\w \n§tfmSv tNmZn¡pt¼mÄ AdnbnÃsb¶pw Adnbp¶htcmSv tNmZn¡pt¼mÄ hntZi klmbw kzoIcn¡p¶Xn sXänÃ. ]t£ \s½ ]Wbw shbv¡pw AXn\v BÀ¡pw ]mcmXnbnÃ. CXn GXv kzoIcn¡Ww. hnthIw \jvSs¸Sp¶Xv ChnsS BWv. CXv Xs¶ BWv Fsâ sabn³ {]iv\w. H¶nte¡v H¶v t\m¡n t]mbm ]ns¶ AXnembncn¡pw Fsâ apgph³ {i². AÃm Fsâ ]T\w F§s\bm t]mtb?
R§Ä \S¶SX¯v IeymW ]´ente¡mbncp¶p. AhnsS ths¸« H¶p cv ASp¯ _Ôp¡Ä Dv. sh¸pImct\mSv Ipiew ]dªp.
heXp his¯ Itkcbn Ccp¶v At¸mtg¡pw tem¡Â sk{I«dn FÃm `mh§fpw DÄs¡v F¯n. ho«pImÀ HmSn h¶ `b `àn _lpam\t¯msS samgnªp.
Ign¨n«v t]mImw.
kabanà F{Xbm ]cn¸mSn FÃm¯n\pw Ft¯. ]ns¶ Fsâ ASpt¯¡v \o§n A[nImc `mht¯msS Fsâ t\À¡mbn tNmZyw. \o ]S¡w s]m«nt¨m? ckn¡msX
s]m«n¨p.
F´m \nsâ Dt±iw. adp]Sn Xtcn hcpw.
AXv Ct¸m Xs¶ ]nSnt¨m. Cdm¡n \½psS ]mÀ«n BcpsS IqSmbm.
CXv ]mÀ«n I½änbÃ.
adp]SnbmWv Rm³ tNmZn¨Xv.
AXv I½änbn D¶bn¡v.
]ns¶ F´n\m Ct¸m tNmZnt¨?
\½fv X½nev F´n\m XÀ¡w. \nsâ tNmZy¯n\v ]mÀ«n¡v adp]Snbpv AXv AhnsS Xcmw F´n\m \½Ä H¶pw cpw ]dªp sXäp¶Xv F´n\m. Abmfv hmbv]m«pImcpambn t]mbn.
\o hnjan¡msX. F´m {]iv\w F\ns¡m¶pw a\ÊnembnÃ.
FSm hmäv Int«m?
\obn\n IpSn¡nÃ.
F¶m Ct¸m I¯n¡pw Rm³
Bcm
B Hm^okv.
\o shdpsX {]iv\apmImsX. Rm³ t]mbn t\m¡t«. Ahs\ Adnbmhp¶Xv sImv cPn Fd¶mIpfs¯ {^vkn\v amän sh¨v cv enäÀ FSp¯p sImSp¯p. AXv Xocpthmfw tImgnbpsS ]mÀ«kpw Xebnd¨nbpw Iq«n AI¯m¡n. HSp¡w t]m«n Xn¶p XoÀ¶t¸mÄ AXn\mbn _lfw. At¸mtg¡pw Ifnbpw Ipfnbpw Ignªv FÃmhcpw F¯nbncp¶p. B tImew It¸mÄ Ifnbm¡ensâ Xp¨s¯¯n.
sIS¡W Itm shÅImc³ t]m«nw Xn¶psImv. hÀ¯\w apgph³ FIvknIyq«nhv. Xn¶pXpw IpSn¡p¶tXm t]m«nw, hmäpw shÅImcsâ KXntb.
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